Thursday, 02 April 2009

  • Orders A True Story

    Today at the Library the following people ordered these books....

    POTTER ordered "How a Seed Grows"

    LAND ordered "Bibliography of Indians of San Diego"

    ENGLISH ordered "Please Understand Me II"

    I think it's a good idea to order these books I can't think of anyone better to read them.

Monday, 02 March 2009

  • Man in My Kitchen

    He was in my kitchen cooking. Happy. There was a white plate with a red rainbow of tomato, a brown pan with sausage, mushroom, onion…and a yellow moon of egg resting in his universe. He stirred the brown pan and gently spoke of how mushrooms healed and were from the earth. I don’t think I will ever see them the same way, taste them the same way. I stopped eating mushrooms when my Uncle David died. He was murdered about 10 years ago. And although I have lost important people in my life his death was the most senseless and devastating experience of my life. But there was something about him at that moment that made me want to taste the earth again. And I did. I really tasted those mushrooms.

    He told me to get the plate, that the omelet was ready. I turned around and got it and held it out to him. What he didn’t see were the tears in my eyes. I was to embarrassed to look at him. Shocked at how touched I had become. He was so happy with his creation. I was thankful for so many things, all combined into tears while my small hands held out a plate so cooked with love that I felt like a beggar or a homeless person in a soup kitchen. The feeling surprised me and after he served the omelet on to the plate I turned and wiped my eyes.

    When I say there were many things combined into my tears at that moment, I mean layers. Layers like an omelet. The first being egg, the miracle. This man in the flesh participating in his element after suffering through loss and digesting so much human destruction. Then the healing mushrooms, red tomatoes, melted cheese as elements of memories. I got everything that moment offered me. Every last drop of gratitude I could muster. He unknowingly gave me something wonderful. He could have not made it to that moment. Knowing this in the way that I do causes me to want to hold onto it even though it’s not really mine. Makes me want to eat it and taste it all over again.

     

     

    Currently
    Lady Day: The Best of Billie Holiday
    By Billie Holiday
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Wednesday, 24 December 2008

  • People Who Use the Library are Mostly in Transition

    Who can you meet in the Library?  Well all kinds of people in all colors and sizes but the one thing most people who use the library have in common is transition.  You can meet mommies with children in the preschool years, unemployed job seekers creating resumes, older folks beyond those "retirement years," families learning to speak english, newly divorced men and women seeking guidance through legal and self help materials...the list of life transitions of library users goes on and on.   

    When I think of the times I needed the public library it was mostly when I was unemployed, a little bored and also a little delicate.  Now I work there. I can recognize the displacement in many of the patrons now with the economy the way it is, a place somewhere inbetween acceptance and disbelief lies a library book you never thought you may be checking out.  It has a timeline, a due date similar to your own. It may have step by step instructions that seem encourging weather you actually get to them or not.  Somehow just having that "Get Organized" book laying there on top of the paper piles just works in it's own way.  Brought to you by life transition. A place of hitting the wall, banging the wall then deciding to use the library.  So if you do find yourself in a life transition the library just might have a prescription. 

     

    Currently
    Spirited Away
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Tuesday, 23 December 2008

  • Working at the Library

    I now also work in a Library.  I have encountered many ironic circumstances and feel the need to blog them.

    At least twice a day someone comes into the library with late fees on money managing books.  Sometimes to the tune of the cost of the book. 

    Another shocking late item is the movie The Secret, I guess the people who check out that CD also need to manifest late fees.

    I just ran across the book "A Parents Guide to Children with Eating Disorders" and thought maybe I should write a book called "A Child's Guide to Parents Who Have Eating Disorders."

     

     

     

     

    Currently
    When You Are Engulfed in Flames
    By David Sedaris
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Friday, 19 December 2008

  • I am beaten and gone.  Sunken. 

    full and fat on nothing

    piss poor driven on everything.

    a bit lost on the map

    half dry in the moist morning of dread

    cut into by the heviness of night.

    Still I go on. Alone like a virgo man or

    a land driven mermaid. 

    Nest is brittle and worn one season, a thousand.

    One year a decade.

    They say I am only gas in the end.

    I say, what end? It is not so much that I always will be,

    more that I have always been.

     

     

    Oriya Davi

     

Sunday, 16 November 2008

Monday, 10 November 2008

  • My Favorite Poems in the World:

    If you lose your lover
    rain hurt you. blackbirds
    brood over the sky trees
    burn down everywhere brown
    rabbits run under
    car wheels. should your
    body cry? to feel such
    blue and empty bed dont
    bother. If you lose your
    lover comb hair go here
    or there get   another.

    -Judy Grahn



    Mad Girls Love Song
    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
    I lift my lids and all is born again.
    (I think I made you up inside my head.)

    The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
    And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

    I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
    And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
    (I think I made you up inside my head.)

    God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
    Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

    I fancied you'd return the way you said,
    But I grow old and I forget your name.
    (I think I made you up inside my head.)

    I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
    At least when spring comes they roar back again.
    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
    (I think I made you up inside my head.)

    Sylvia Plath




    Currently Reading
    love belongs to those who do the feeling
    By Judy Grahn
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Wednesday, 29 October 2008

  • Inanna Series

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    Inanna Series
    Acrylic
    © Oriya Davi 2008
    Ancient Sumarian

    Underneath

    I have been down in the cave
    hanging on a meat hook
    while my shadow labors.

    I hear the footsteps of war above
    I hear the tanks rolling shifting the earth
    I hear the explosions ripping flesh

    I am safe here while my blood
    drips slowly down allowing
    grooves in the ground
    for me to write my story
    with my toenail.

     

    ©Oriya Davi 2008

     

     

     

     







     

     

Monday, 27 October 2008

Thursday, 02 October 2008

  • Wings

    This morning I counted 9 single wings on my balcony floor.  They were tiny insect wings.  I held them on my finger.  I was a massive giant with long sturdy legs trying not to breath to hard as I peered at this tiny marvel.  Intricate and delicate so useful at one time, getting insects from here to there.  Inserted into my wreaking yard and morning coffee.  There were no wingless bodies to count, no connections that this wing went with that one.  They were all single and free to be taken by some magical force they always knew but never acknowledged.  Yes, these wings used to work so hard to create wind and are now riding what was always there, up to me, one morning.  Or perhaps down to me.  A gentle ocean breeze revealing the great mystery of invisible grace and I felt it to right then maybe a little different then I had before.  Or was that me breathing?

    Some day I hope a greater being then me has council with my delicate parts.






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